Hate it whenever I recall, my heart will turn sour... I need to move on, move on, move on... Tell me how... Fate, is not on my side...

Exam is finally over, I shall take a good rest and 'hibernate' for a short while.

"Sardin"

Hello people!!! Oh well, I hasnt post for quite sometimes due to projects etc. Life is boring...

Anyway, I am back to share a "funny" incident.

Just few days back while me and a few groupmates of mine finished our part for project, we decided to play "sardin" (similar to hide and seek) in school. Basically, the rule of the game is that one of us will go into hiding first, then the rest be the the catchers. Once a catcher found the person who is hiding, he/she will hide together = less one catcher.

Ok sooooo, I am the first to go into hiding, and I went into hiding IN A HANDICAP TOILET without locking the door. (Rule: not to hide at somewhere where the catchers cant access too)

Approximately 5 minutes later, K found me, so we continue to hide in the toilet while discussing about where should we hide as K find that handicap toilet is not a good place to hide in.

Then, suddenly, someone open the door! The guy popped his head in, saw both of us, SMILE (with that "sorry to disturb huh" look) and close the door back. I quickly left the toilet, trying to explain that we were only playing hide and seek with door unlock, not what he think. BUT... He walked quickly into the gents beside which I cant enter.

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So yeah, I guess he misunderstood us (judging from the smile). Well, if I were him, most probably I will react the same way as him too.

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Hello world, been neglecting this blog again... My 22nd birthday and chinese new year are over. And coming up soon, Valentine day. I am so not looking forward to V day, counting down to no. 22 lonely valentine day. Wonder how does it feel like to go out for a dinner on valentine day, exchanging gifts, receiving flowers... hmmm...

I guess my 22nd birthday is the happiest birthday party I ever had, no need to plan about location, number of guests turning up, foods, neither am I spending it alone, feel so damn relax having simple picnic with classmates and dinner with girlfriends. It feels so much better than hosting a birthday party myself.

Anyway gonna try apply NTU and NUS Civil Engineering again this year, I am still very into civil engineering. Everytime when I walk pass construction site, I will have 'sour' feelings, getting oh-so-emo that I wouldnt have the chance to walk around the contruction site wth my white helmet, planning and calculating the structures, gantt chart, preparing method statements. If I can get a degree in Civil Engineering field, if I can be a certified professional engineer, if can introduce solar glass to Singapore, if I am able to help out to build disaster relief home, if I am able to design and build a house and home for my future family, if only.....

Being feeling emo these few days, I dont know why too, but many things and problems just kept running through my minds as if it is running 24/7 and that 'sour' feeling just keep coming back to me out of nothing. I am getting tired, mentally. If I can lie on my bed for a day and disconnect from the world with nothing running through my little mind.

Friday 3/2/2011 630pm Black building with blue lights